I love You, Syr.

I love You, Syr.
I want to serve You, Syr.
I want to submit to You, Syr.
I want to experience pain that You give me, Syr.

I want to experience pleasure that You give me, Syr.
I want to surrender to You, Syr.
I want to be punished by You, Syr.
I want to be rewarded by You, Syr.
I want to please You, Syr.
I love You, Syr.

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One of my tasks is to come up with something once per week that I must read out loud to Syr. This rule was created by Syr as a way to work on my difficulty speaking to Her from my submissive headspace. It's not an easy task and the above was one of the last ones I wrote for Her.

I read it to Her for the first time on Saturday. She liked it, and I have been tasked to memorize it so that I am able to say it to Her whenever She asks it of me, but at least once per day.

I really loved that She decided to do this, as difficult as it is for me, because it instantly puts me in a softer, sweeter sub-space. It is effective.... and also incredibly intimate.

I read it to her tonight (as I had not yet memorized it) and was not surprised to find myself suddenly very very little (little is a word I use to define my sub-space). I hope this ritual sticks around for a long, long time.

~alena