Decisions... decisions...

Today, as I was working at my desk, Syr brought over some bites of chocolate cake - rather randomly - to share with me. As She fed me bite #2, She dropped a little blob of frosting on my bare arm. As She scraped it up with the fork and fed it to me, I sassily mentioned that there was a "better way to do that" implying... you know... that She lick it off. That's what most people would think, right?

Instead She leaned in and said... "I know. I could scrape it up with my knife..."  to which I am pretty sure i sorta shiver-purred. ;)

So, tongue or knife? Which would YOU choose?

I know, it's really no contest, right? ;)

Kitchen Service

Tonight as Syr was cooking dinner, She teased me about how hot it would be to have me kneeling at Her feet, sucking Her cock while She cooked. Loving the idea, I went around the counter to kneel invitingly at Her feet. Sadly, we weren't alone or I think She just may have done it. ;) Some day we'll live alone. Someday.... ;)

Play

One of the things I appreciate the most about the relationship I share with my Owner is the way we play and laugh together. I love our ability to be silly. We've had water fights (and bread dough fights) and silliness and teasing and it's all so wonderful. I can't imagine a life without that kind of play.

Simple sweetness

This morning, I got up a couple hours before Syr. I had my coffee, played on my computer, and just generally puttered around a bit. But, I prepped Syr's tea and creamer in a mug and got the water in the kettle ready. It worked out really well, because when I heard Her stirring, I just turned the kettle on and my timing was perfect! I was just pouring Her tea when She wandered into the kitchen. When She saw me working on it, She turned and headed for the couch giving me the opportunity to kneel sweetly at Her feet to serve Her tea. It was one of those great, everything lines up just as you want it to, kind of moments. Simple. Sweet. Perfect.

Had a dream

Last night... or rather, this morning, I had a dream that I was in big trouble. And Syr had ordered me into the bedroom where She'd "prepared" my punishment.

When I showed up, She was on the bed and She had TWO video cameras set up. One to the side of the bed, and one at the end of the bed both aimed AT the bed. She was sitting on the bed with a sly smile and I knew, in that moment that She was going to give me an Over The Knee paddling, and film it!

It never occurred to me if it was something She was going to be live streaming... or recording to torment me with later... or post somewhere.

But it got me VERY worked up. And I didn't want to wake up.

I woke up with a little exhibitionist tingle and craving a good beat-down, if you know what I mean...

Appreciation.

Having one of those days where I just truly appreciate my Owner. She drove a lot today. We did things that were important and helping me to achieve some things I'm really excited about. And we had good productive conversations. <3 Good day.

Silliness

My favourite moment from today? Getting tickle-tackled by Syr in the living room after dinner but before dessert. I like laughing. I like play. I like our silliness. I hope we never outgrow it.

Learning to breathe

Today I've been working on and practicing taking those pauses, those deep breaths when something Syr says "hits" me funny. Trying not to defend but rather to think about what an appropriate response would be. Seeing the payoff.

Bliss

I fell asleep wrapped up in my Owner's arms last night. Not our usual routine but a tight, protective snuggle that made me feel so small and safe and protected. The sweetest, sweetest bliss. I am so loved.

A new day

Yesterday presented a big challenge and opportunity for learning and growth. I hope that I really integrated what I learned. I feel like I have but that's no guarantee. Trying to stay mindful today. The energy between Daddy and me is nice, playful and generally good. About to get started on a bunch of chores and then do work.

Little lessons are sometimes the best kind...

Got a little attitude this evening. And then I remembered who the boss really is... and the fact that She's normally right. First I was cranky - but then I was humbled. Another lesson learned.